It's Not You, It's Me
Something I never thought I would say, but I actually told this to a coworker today when she asked me out to lunch. I'm just in a MAJOR funk right now, I have no desire to do ANYTHING! My mojo is gone, I don't really want to shop or chat (which is a definite sign that something is off). I can't even explain it, nothing is wrong, I'm not upset about anything, stress at work is relatively low, the boys have been whiney lately but not much more than they usually are LOL, I can't figure out what is wrong, but I just feel irritated, distracted, thoughts racing, don't want to sleep, and I don't even want to go online, instead I just kind pace around the house until 1-2 a.m. when I force myself to go to bed. My friend at work suggested it may be because my obsession (my work at ACOT) is no more, so I don't have something that's always consuming my head and causing me to stress about. I'm the first to admit that I probably have some minor OCD, when I committ to something, I do it like 110% and it becomes a precious habit that is very hard to break. But now, I actually have free time and can't figure out how to fill it. Normally I would say, it's time to try for a couple of new CT's but at this point, I have no desire to scrap, so why would I do that! So if you see me around and I don't say hi, don't worry, it's not you, it's me. This will pass and hopefully soon!















